All In!!!

Okay so here we go.  Today is April 28th.  Can you believe it?  Where does the time go?  I guess I should tell you a little about myself.  I am a Happily Married (majority of the time) Mother of One Teen, 2 Tweens, and an 8 year old "Princess"  yes you counted right four wonderful never cause me any gray hairs children (Uh huh yeah right!)   As long as I can remember I always wanted to have my very own large family.  I have to say I surpassed my plans very well.  My mom used to tell me I was a little mother duck.  I was always trying to mother her (maybe necessarily)  Today I am a very busy mommy.  Today is the first day, (in too long to remember) I have been able to be home for any length of time with out something major to do.  But I like it that way.  If I sit around too long with nothing to do I tend to THINK.  And THINKING does not do me any good.  So why am I writing a Blog?  Good question.  I am trying to figure out who I am . I know I already said I'm a wife and mom.  But is that all I am?  I don't think so.  Why is my blog called Confessions of a Not so skinny mom?  Well because I'm not. But this isn't going to be just my weight loss journal.  No I plan on laying everything (within reason) out on the table.  I found if I write I am more likely to let go.  So here is the warning.  There will be whining.  There will be anger.  There will be questions.  There will be doubt. And there will definitely be insecurity.  INSECURITY.  Yeah that sums me up in a nut shell an big huge INSECURE NUT.  But that's okay.  I've come to realize that I don't have to live like that.  Okay so now that I've been vague and not so open don't worry it's not going go be word vomit all up in the first post.  I plan on easing into this.  Today I start at 35 years old 184 lbs and a whole lot of bottled up garbage.  Lets see where this ride takes us.  WELCOME TO MY WORLD!